♥ ★ ジェイデン ★ ♥ says:
*but i know my dad will eventually die
*but i mean i dont want him to die
*i love him alot
*even though
*i migth not mean alot to him
*cuz he always wanted me out of his life
*and he would always scream at me uselesss shit
Pancake says:
*Im sorry your dad drinks
♥ ★ ジェイデン ★ ♥ says:
*i love him alot no matter what
Pancake says:
*I know you do
♥ ★ ジェイデン ★ ♥ says:
*and i dont want u to end up this way
♥ ★ ジェイデン ★ ♥ says:
*thats the reason christina left too
*he would always get drunk and try to hit my mom
*he would always scream at me
*yell
*he would see me
*he would see how weak i was
♥ ★ ジェイデン ★ ♥ says:
*but he still go after me
Pancake says:
* And id Visit
*I remember how you guys were
*He loves you alot
*Dads suck at showing love
*What?
*Why didnt you tell me?
*Im so sorry jade
♥ ★ ジェイデン ★ ♥ says:
*one day
*i would always remember this
*my dad got really drunk
*and changed his attitude into aggresive
*and he would salways wanna start a figth over something really stupid
Pancake says:
*But its not your fault jade
♥ ★ ジェイデン ★ ♥ says:
*so he said im tired of everyone
*he went into the ktichen and grabbed a knife
*i was really scaared
*i thougth he would strike my mom with it
*so i told him stop!!!
*stop doing this to us
*and i got infront of my moms leg i was sitting down on the floor
*i was like 6 or 7
*and he would shut me up
*he would be screaming at me while playing around with the knife
*so my mom told us to leave to the room but i didnt wanted to
*leave her alone
*so my mom went after us
*and we closeed the rest room door putting the mattres over the door
*and we closed the other door putting something else
*and we slept in the floor
*my dad said if u dont come out ill kill my self
*so i immediatley ran towards the matress and wanted to get it out of the way
* my mom said no te salgas jadine something like that
*so i went out and my mom too
*she went after me
*but my dad had nothing but red stuff dripping from his wrists
*it looked so real i just didnt know what to do
*i went towards him and hugged him i didnt want him to goo
*but all he did was push me back and scream at me
*he tried to kick my mom
* but all my mom did she threw a punch so i pretended he had hit me i couldnt do anything to help her out i was weak i was just a little girl.
*and i was layed there on the floor crying
*and my moms was all like ves lo ke le hiciste ala nina oscar!!
*la golpiaste
*so my mom took me my dad stayed there but i only did it so they could stop
*at first he was just saying he didnt hit me nothing had ahppend but then he kind of regret it he was crying my name and telling me to come back outisde
*since that day i knew he would always be like this
*all my neighbors knew i had probs
*and it would really hurt me knowing i didnt had a normal family like toher kids
*who went out to trips
*or to eat at dinners
Pancake says:
*Im so sorry jade
♥ ★ ジェイデン ★ ♥ says:
*i never had that
*i would always have the nigth o clock of a drunken father
*yelling at her daugthers
*having police over to calm him down
*have people stariing at her with misery id hated that
*so know u know why christina left
*i was thinking one day of commiting suicide
Pancake says:
*i wont ever drink again jade and ill do it for you
♥ ★ ジェイデン ★ ♥ says:
*but somehow cluadia managed to call me
*(member claudia) and i thankher alot
*she was crying on the phone
*and she was telling me to not kill myself
*because with out her she wouldnt go on
*i had been her very closest friend
*she needed me she too has probs of her own
*so i knew thats its not stoping but going on
*not only i needed help but so did my friends and so did you
*she stoped me from commiting suicide
*i was gonna drink my moms pills
Pancake says:
*no jade!
*please if you ever feel like it gets too bad tell me and ill get you out
Pancake says:
*dont leave me i cant have you die please
♥ ★ ジェイデン ★ ♥ says:
*but claudiamade me think about it
*and jona too
*there had been problems not that long
*and he got me out of it
Pancake says:
*yes i remember
♥ ★ ジェイデン ★ ♥ says:
*plz christian
*i dont want u to have ur kid
*ur little jade
*and she going trougth this problems
*i want her to have her loving father
Pancake says:
*jade im serious if you ever need to leave tell me and ill help you
♥ ★ ジェイデン ★ ♥ says:
*that will take her out with her loving mother having fun
*wow
*im hearing el manana by gorillaz and
*it made me cry
*jaja
*im kinda sad nowxD
*its funny tough
*im really glas i have u tough
Pancake says:
*why dont you ever tell me!
*jade i want so badly to be there for you
*my kid?
*i will love my little jade
*your not alone
*please im always here
*u know how to find me
*you have my number my email my address
*and most of all im more than willing to help you
♥ ★ ジェイデン ★ ♥ says:
*thankyou(L)
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