you will be loved

You have so much to give. Keep your big heart open.  Be happy for what you have.  And hold on to all those good memories.  He was a big part of your life.  The heart never forgets.  Let it remember the good times.  Don't be angry.  Don't be sad.  Be happy you tried. Be happy for what you had.  Be grateful for what he meant to you.
There are so many people in your life who love you.  So open your heart to them now. You don't need someone to make you happy. Learn to be happy on your own. 
Appreciate the good as well as the bad.
There is good in this.  It's ok to cry and to feel sad.  But don't stay there.  Remember everyone else.  We all need you.  We all care about you.
I need you and I love you Jade. I'm here for you.  As always.

"Here Today, Gone Tomorrow"

Oh oh oh, oh oh oh
I love you
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh
I love you
I do, I do

But I told her why we just can't make it
I want you still but just can't take it
The time has come we oughta break it
Someone has to pay the price

Oh oh oh, oh oh oh
It's over
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh
It's true, it's true

And I think of times we were together
As time went on it seemed forever
But times have changed
Now things are better
Someone had to pay the price 

for spiral

if i ever die and im alone id prolly say
"naci infeliz i me voi a morir infeliz"

These days are dead again
It's empty from the start
And it drives me crazy
The hours drift away
It hurts to remember
This will soon be over u.u

u.u

overtime everything seems to be uncovering itself  

things are changing, as well as people too

friends...enemies

life....just miserable

no one really seems to notice but me